Today the true change begins

This afternoon, my husband will walk a few minutes up the road to go to work, and I will not. I've started to process this in a peripheral way, but I suspect that when he closes the door behind him and I'm left here alone it will start to really hit me. I'm curious about what it will feel like.

I will be looking for work, but it won't be the same, of course. Good different, I think. Possibly very good.